Dreams

My tears felt real in every way last night that today I feel rattled. Rattled because your no longer here! On our way to Whanganui I shed a tear as we neared your resting place. Why did it have to be this way 😢 why you? I want to hug you and tell you I love you with all my heart. No one will truly know the love I have for you and always will have. You were my boy from 2 years old on and now your gone! My heart aches and I hope that you knew I loved you. Rest Easy Rexin ❤

March 5 2013

It was the day my heart broke into a million pieces, the day I never thought we'd bury our own. I remember you as a baby, we spent a good amount of our time together the two of us. You would eat the fluff off your blanket and start coughing from the fluff balls. You were always holding a cat, you loved them so so much. As a toddler you brought humor to our daily lives, just by being you. You would look over to Pirongia and talk about Whanawhana the Patupaearehe. I missed a great deal of your life when you moved to Sydney but you also spent a great deal of time with us then and when I spent time  in Sydney near you. My tour guide, my mate and the one who showed me Blacktown, Westmead and the tourist sites. How I miss you and wish you were here. I woke up knowing that we'll be passing your resting place today. I love you more than words can say Rexin. Shining bright like a diamond as always. Aunties heart will always save a space for you ❤❤❤