I feel sorry for your uncle, as he gets through his day struggling to believe you've gone. There's an unreality moment that surrounds your passing, due to the sudden-ness of it. My own emotions get challenged daily and I find I'm more sensitive to crying moments. You don't want us to fuss and I know that, but it's hard earth side to move through life without you. No I didn't communicate with you, but I always asked how you were. I've learned now that I need to seize moments and extend the opportunities quickly, otherwise I will fail like I did with you. I failed to pave your path here to us, although I said send him here now, just send him over. Nothing ever really come of it. We didn't press or buy your ticket or tell you get on a plane. Nope we waited till this happened, when we were more comfortable, had more space! When really we should have just done it! The urgency we didn't show for you is an urgency we need to show from here on out. No more mucking around my boy, no wait for this or wait for that. Seize the day!
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