One month on

It's been a month on and it just doesn't feel real ;( we've been through a whole month without you here. It's crap, I'm angry, I'm hurt and you shouldn't be gone! Your uncle tries so hard to not think about how much he misses you, but it's a struggle. There's so much we want to say and so much we want to do and can't. I try to hold it together for us and it's worked okay this far. I hear your Hoha of your cousin :) well too bad, you want to go up there so your stuck with her lol. Life where ever you are has got to be better than here, too much hate on this earth right now. Vikki-Ann, keep your cousin in check and if he gets any bright ideas, tell on him to Nanny :) Well Brandon and Vikki-Ann, I love and miss you both. Shine extra bright for mama on Saturday, Brandon let your uncle know your alright please. Big hugs.