October - The month of remembrance

October marks the month of remembrance of all the babies and children who were born still, SIDS, medical conditions or otherwise.  Its a month where so may families unite to share the memories that we all hold close, when it comes to our Angels.  Reading so many posts, stories and blogs breaks my heart that little bit more and pulls the heart strings that much more when I think of you.  I don't like feeling the sadness that I feel and I want to generate happy feelings and happy thoughts, but how do you do that? How do you turn a tragic experience into something positive? For me it has been about making candles that light up the world with a glow, I know you would have made in this world.  I do hope that I can make this work for your memory my baby.